Two days left before flight to Istanbul

 

Bismillahirahmanirahim 

SubhanaAllah Alhamdulillah Allahuakbar. 

Praise be to Allah for the life and chance for another day in this dunya. 

Assolatu wassalam ala Rasulullah SAW 

Praise be to Prophet Peace be Upon Him for his guidance for us the his people. 

I believed I had a lot going on in my mind to splurge and write in this blog. I make no justice to not been able to write anything for the past three month. My apology for it. On top of it ALHAMDULILLAH ALA KULLI HAL for everything that had happened. Even in the written form are minimal. Allah has given me alot of his blessing, love, warning and lesson. If I must write them all, I might need days to do so. From the blessing and joy of semester results to the sadness of few family members returning back to Allah. From the enthusiasm of joining Parlimen Wanita Muda to the quitting of Kongres Nasional. To another step in life and to the struggle of losing weight ( adding back those kilos). 

This remind me to a verse of the Quran from surah Ar Rahman 

فَبِأَىِّ ءَالَآءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبَانِ

Translation : “Which, then, of your Lord’s blessings do you both deny?”

We should and must not question nor felt ungrateful to the blessing Allah has given us in this world. Allahuakbar. Everything he has decide was the best. Try your very best in looking into the matter in all directions and optimistically ( I'm sorry to grammar nazi, I'm creating my own English right there). At the end the way we responded to issues and events that matter. I sometimes have the struggle too but hey we are human. Forgive, forget and move on! Lets better ourself shall we? For the paradise is the ultimate destination that we are heading to and preparing for. 

Today on my way to Kuala Lumpur I heard on the radio one of the broadcaster told a reminder : 

Hablum Minallah hablum Minannas

(Relationship with God (ALLAH) and Relationship with humans)

Well the broadcaster said it is important to -

1. Prioritise and seek for Allah help and building good relationship with Allah 

2. To take care of our relationship with humans 

3. To balance both as you can't have too much nor too little for both 

If we can do that we inshaAllah will live our life in harmony and happy! 

For all the thing has happened let it be of great memories or even on the bad side. Live life, learn from it and do good to one another. For the life on earth in temporary. May Allah shower us all with His blessing and grant all our wish. I know I must not do promises but I hope those who read my blog will spare some time to pray for me so I have the time to write about what has happened for the past 3 month. I am excited to share by the way. may Allah grant me time and space and good words to describe the event, emotions, aspiration and even the tears. Till then, take care, be safe, healthy and happy! 

notes: Say the magic word ALHAMDULILLAH ALA KULLI HAL (ALHAMDULILLAH UPON EVERYTHING)

Mid June 2021, Half of the year

 

Bismillahirahmanirahim 

Alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah. June 2021 marks half other year have completed and another half to go. What have I've done through this first half of the year? I would say more of self love, self healing and lots of class. On top of it, having the ability to spend all the time with my love ones. What about you dear readers? How was your first half of the year? Despite the epidemic going on with countless days in for MCOs, I hope and pray for the best of health, life and day for all of you. I'm blessed for I'm still staying with my mom. Having her close and doing some part time/ freelancing help me cope with financial issues. Nevertheless, being a student still I'm struggling at times for the peer of my age are establishing themselves with position at work, owning properties and assets, and at the same time having kids of theirs (mostly have started school). Here I am still a student, the seeker of knowledge and blessing. 

Well putting aside those pessimist thought, I do believe there are people who wish or rather be like me. I mean I get to stay close to my mom and family. I get to go where ever i want (sometimes I still do have restriction thou). I get to do what I want to do and be what I want to be. I get to enjoy my time alone. The list can surely go long way. But anyway it is such a blessing that Allah al Mighty have decided the best for our lives. Be it of good or bad. It's all about how you look into things. I know its easy to say than experience but for me I believe in the plan Allah has made and I believe + try to look in the good in everything. 

MCOs had always been a hassle for everyone. The front liners especially the medical team are exhausted. With the claim of collapsed within the health care system and organization reflecting into the government which I believe all over globe is suffering at the moment. We can't just put the blame on the government where us the people should mature up and be responsible to prevent the numbers up. Yes, recession and economic downfall are pulling everyone down but if we could work together and change up, be more discipline, restrain ourselves from going out and about, Stay at Home, observed ourself, our distance etc for sure we could live the normal life ASAP. We the people consist of the largest number in the society so we should be the one who start the change. Not top to bottom but bottom top! PEOPLE POWER!

End notes here, datelines for assignment, exam and term paper is up for me. I got to come back to my writing and one fine day will come and write here. Thank you for reading this blog. May you who read this be blessed with good health and wealth. Stay close to your family and BE KIND TO YOU, LOVE YOU. 

class during pandemic, I'm committing to RZS-CASIS short course program every saturday